absolute shit
life is starting to go down hill for me I think. I can just see another low point in my life coming. It sucks cause I really hate being depressed. Haha at least I'll have something to write about. It seems like the only people that I REALLY care for anymore down here are either really pissed off at me or really irritated with me and I hate that. I hope I can fix it all... I hardlly ever hang out with Tim any more and it seems like we aren't as close anymore and on top of that I think he is irritated with me. And even worse is the fact that it seems like Kate and I are falling apart... I love her more then anything but I feel I may lose her... I just wanna fucking cry and I hate it. My life at home seems like chaos. My mom has up and left me... AGAIN and that really hurts. My dad is a complete dick and I never wanna talk to him again at this point... Haha now that I think about. EVERYONE I care about slightly is slipping away or already has...
"and never so much as today, in all my road, have I seen myself alone"....
"and never so much as today, in all my road, have I seen myself alone"....