I don't like this
Grr I feel stupid but after one day of not really talking to my Katie or seeing her, I have already started to miss her... I kept seeing Jimmy and Christa all lovey dovey today and I was like "Damnit... I want my Kate..." God I'm a loser. Well I miss you babe and love you lots and lots. MWAH!
yeah, life is interesting for many reasons. Living situation, parent situations, relationship situation, and even job situation... I dunno, life just seems crazy yet so relaxed at the same time. I guess it's cause of not really having rules anymore. Not having rules makes things crazy yet it's okay to be crazy so then it becomes relaxed... Do I make sense??? No seriously, someone tell me if I do or not. Too little sleep mixed with Jagher makes a really weird state of mind.
God I can't even finish an entry w/o thinking about you again. I really fucking wish you were living here NOW cause then I could have you here with me. We could sleep together all cuddeled up... Damnit, I just realized that we never did that Lions Park thing that we had talked about... We HAVE to do it sometime soon.
Haha I realized something today. Like I will see good looking girls around and stuff and I'll check em out but now it's different. Like when I have ever been with anyone else, I always thought "Damnit, I wish I was free to fool around with other people but I can't now because I'm with someone." but now I just look. Like I thought about it and I realized, I will never be with another girl again and usually I would expect that to scare me but instead I was just like "Wow, I really don't care about being with anyone other then Kate." I love thinking that now, that I will be with just one woman forever now and that that one woman is Kate... It's kindda like I'm excited about it =D.... God I love you baby.
LOTS OF LOVE!
yeah, life is interesting for many reasons. Living situation, parent situations, relationship situation, and even job situation... I dunno, life just seems crazy yet so relaxed at the same time. I guess it's cause of not really having rules anymore. Not having rules makes things crazy yet it's okay to be crazy so then it becomes relaxed... Do I make sense??? No seriously, someone tell me if I do or not. Too little sleep mixed with Jagher makes a really weird state of mind.
God I can't even finish an entry w/o thinking about you again. I really fucking wish you were living here NOW cause then I could have you here with me. We could sleep together all cuddeled up... Damnit, I just realized that we never did that Lions Park thing that we had talked about... We HAVE to do it sometime soon.
Haha I realized something today. Like I will see good looking girls around and stuff and I'll check em out but now it's different. Like when I have ever been with anyone else, I always thought "Damnit, I wish I was free to fool around with other people but I can't now because I'm with someone." but now I just look. Like I thought about it and I realized, I will never be with another girl again and usually I would expect that to scare me but instead I was just like "Wow, I really don't care about being with anyone other then Kate." I love thinking that now, that I will be with just one woman forever now and that that one woman is Kate... It's kindda like I'm excited about it =D.... God I love you baby.
LOTS OF LOVE!