getting hot, hot, hot
dunno about anyone else...but this weather is making me crazy. had two tornado sirens going off, and for some odd reason I just sat there doing my exercise rather than taking cover. haha the one day i decide to move my arse and it storms, so to show i am serious about getting into shape, i stay to exercise. something is wrong with my logic sometimes..but it's been a month since the collapsed lung and i couldn't really do much exercise at all, and of course this lung shit happens RIGHT smack in the middle of my dieting and hardcore exercising. so everything is derailed, and i am sent spinning and smoking off cuorse. and the hole is closing up now more...i think i may even take a REAL shower tonight instead of doing this fucked up bath so I don't get my side wet. Screw it. it's healed enough that a little water isn't going to hurt. or so I am hoping lol. i want to go swimming soon too. i need to get a gym membership so i can go swimming whenever i want. i sware i would be a size 0 from it, i love swimming that much...:( boo things just can't happen soon enough. my glasses have been broken a grand total of two times now, once whil ein the hospital they got smacked around in the bag holding my clothes, and twice because aaron SAT on them...yeah no kidding I am glad someone invented superglue!! it's horrid tho I mean i've had these glasses for so long i am saddened thinking i may have to get new frames if they don't carry my older ones...they are like 3 years old...and i really need new prescriptions for glasses and contacts i've really gotten behind on that but I need some contacts too so i don't wear out my new pair of glasses....how frustrating. aaron's car died on him the night before our double at work, isn't that nice, we almost had to push it home but someone must have felt pity on us and used his truck to push it home...that was nice of him considering the neighborhood and all. i spent the last two days pretty much in pajamas and in the dark for some strange reason it was relaxing but I hate how the ways things are in society that if you aren't doing soemthing CONSTANTLY you are forced to feel bad or like you are being lazy or a loser because you don't go out all the time. it's a comfortable feeling, it's almost getting a little odd for me if I do go out now...save for going to work, that's all i've done since college ended. i find that i really miss my sister because it woudln't be like this if she was still in indy and not california. i could always go visit and we coudl have so much fun doing nothing or finding something not that expensive to do. i miss going for coffee and a late breakfast too :( and big muffins. i haven't found the time to be as close with anyone else, so i guess i am certainly feeling this missing chunk that wasn't there last summer.