More about the handstands
To clarify, when the person invited me to the handstand group I'd noted that I hadn't done one in a year and a half and was that okay. And he was encouraging about it, and I decided to accept the invite.
It was really important to me a year and a half ago. It's an important thing to work for acro and that's important to me.
A lot of what was upsetting last night, to start with, was probably that I hadn't been heard. I watched some of the organizer's videos; English isn't her first language, and I'll cut some slack for that.
A lot of what was also upsetting last night was the realization of just how much ground I've lost.
I've really not been getting much exercise at all for a while, and I've not been going to the gymlikeobject even across the garage, and I can even see the difference in my arms.
I think having a bunch of handstand videos to scroll past and ignore will remind me that yeah I want to do this.
I think that it might be good for me to post to the group about my experiences. See what happens. My personal commitment is to work on this stuff daily, and no, other than being pissed that I can't do something I could do decently well a year and a half ago, I don't give a shit about whether I have videos to post.
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It was really important to me a year and a half ago. It's an important thing to work for acro and that's important to me.
A lot of what was upsetting last night, to start with, was probably that I hadn't been heard. I watched some of the organizer's videos; English isn't her first language, and I'll cut some slack for that.
A lot of what was also upsetting last night was the realization of just how much ground I've lost.
I've really not been getting much exercise at all for a while, and I've not been going to the gymlikeobject even across the garage, and I can even see the difference in my arms.
I think having a bunch of handstand videos to scroll past and ignore will remind me that yeah I want to do this.
I think that it might be good for me to post to the group about my experiences. See what happens. My personal commitment is to work on this stuff daily, and no, other than being pissed that I can't do something I could do decently well a year and a half ago, I don't give a shit about whether I have videos to post.
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comments there using OpenID, or here is okay too.