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my past week at sacred space has been so intense and so polarized that i barely remember it. i feel like i just blinked.
things have NOT been consistent with my last journal entry.
here are some of the highlights from the past few days:
- MISSING GUILLERMO. realizing how much i love him, every time i realize this, it's more and more than i previously imagined possible.
- missing a whole constellation of people. missing ethan.
- (re)meeting Ras and having the top of my head blown off in a two hour cosmic journeying session that took me all over the universe. i would say this is monumental and a very big deal.
- being pretty bulimic. writing a confession letter to my parents. receiving a lot of beautiful support from my parents and my sister.
- beginning to learn martial arts, and connect "ong namo" style to my recent heritage (asian). meaning tuning in to an ancient consciousness through ritual, through certain movements of my body, certain morphologies of form.
- getting suprisingly close with sophie.
whg
things have NOT been consistent with my last journal entry.
here are some of the highlights from the past few days:
- MISSING GUILLERMO. realizing how much i love him, every time i realize this, it's more and more than i previously imagined possible.
- missing a whole constellation of people. missing ethan.
- (re)meeting Ras and having the top of my head blown off in a two hour cosmic journeying session that took me all over the universe. i would say this is monumental and a very big deal.
- being pretty bulimic. writing a confession letter to my parents. receiving a lot of beautiful support from my parents and my sister.
- beginning to learn martial arts, and connect "ong namo" style to my recent heritage (asian). meaning tuning in to an ancient consciousness through ritual, through certain movements of my body, certain morphologies of form.
- getting suprisingly close with sophie.
whg