I need to feel pain part 2
Title: I need to feel pain part 2
Pairing: Shinya x Kyo (Shinya is seme)
Rating: NC-17
Status: Ongoing
Genre: Angst and really rough sex?
About: Shinya abuses Kyo. But it’s all in good fun cause pain=pleasure. :D
Comments: Sorry it's kinda shorter then the first part. Also I'm thinking about finishing this in the next part.
Disclaimer: (forgot to add this ^_^;) I don't own dir en grey. This is just my imagination.
(‘Kyo why do you make me hurt you?’ Shinya took the knife and made another long cut along Kyo’s wrist. He watched as Kyo screamed, the combination of pain and pleasure bringing him to orgasm. Shinya pulled out, having found his release inside of Kyo.
Shinya plopped himself down next to the panting Kyo covered in sweat. Kyo had his eyes close and his mouth slightly open. ‘So beautiful.’ Shinya thought. Shinya looked at Kyo’s arm where he had made the long cut. It wasn’t very deep but it still worried Shinya. He lightly traced the outline of the cut. ‘Why do you make me hurt you Kyo?’
Shinya kissed the cut before getting off of the bed to retrieve the first aid kit. Kyo’s eyelids fluttered open as he watched Shinya leave the room. “Shinya…” The other man’s name came out as a whisper as Kyo started coming out of his orgasmic state.
Shinya returned with the first aid kit. By this time Kyo was wide awake, his deep brown eyes watching Shinya as the man came to sit on the bed. Shinya opened the first aid kit and proceeded to clean and wrap Kyo’s wounds.
“Shinya why do you always to that?”
“Do what Kyo?”
“Clean them.”
Shinya sighed. ‘Because I don’t want to hurt you to be able to be this close to you.’ Kyo looked up at Shinya and saw sadness in his eyes. He didn’t like this sad Shinya so he brought his free hand up and placed it on Shinya’s face. Shinya unconsciously leaned into the touch. He was brought back to reality when he heard Kyo’s worried voice call his name. Shinya smiled down at Kyo. “You don’t want to get infected no, do you Kyo? If they do then we won’t be able to play anymore.”
Shinya finished cleaning Kyo up then went to put the first aid kit away. He came back into the bedroom and climbed under the sheets with Kyo. Shinya pulled the smaller man close to him. “Sleep now.” Shinya yawned and Kyo closed his eyes resting against Shinya’s chest.
Shinya looked down at the Kawaii man snuggled next to him. ‘Kyo why do I worry about you? Why do you make me feel so confused and insecure about everything?’ Shinya sighed and closed his eyes as he too drifted off to slumber land.
/////The next day at practice/////
“Okay everyone break time!” Kaoru announced.
“Yeah!” Die and Toshiya bother cheered together and ran out for a cigarette break. Kaoru followed them out leaving Kyo and Shinya alone in the room.
Kyo glanced over to Shinya before walking over to him. Shinya, sitting behind his drum set, looked up as Kyo approached him. Kyo stood next to him and looked down at Shinya. “Can you come over to my house later Shinya?”
“Kyo, we’ve done this almost everyday.”
“But Shinya I need it! Besides I don’t hurt myself later.”
Shinya took Kyo’s face into his hands and looked up into his eyes.
“Shinya are you feeling bad about it? Please don’t be.” Kyo looked sad and worried. He didn’t want Shinya to feel bad about hurting him. Even though Shinya offered Kyo had accepted it.
“Please Shinya.” Kyo’s voice was whinny and begging.
“No.” Was Shinya’s nonchalant answer.
“But Shinya…”
“You are coming over my house tonight Kyo.”
Kyo looked a little confused at Shinya. “Okay…” Shinya smiled then took out his Discman and proceeded to sit on the comfy chair and listen to his music. ‘That’s odd.’ Kyo thought to himself as he walked out of the studio to join the others for a smoke. ‘If he just wanted it to be at his house then he would have just said so instead of making me feel guilty like that.’
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Pairing: Shinya x Kyo (Shinya is seme)
Rating: NC-17
Status: Ongoing
Genre: Angst and really rough sex?
About: Shinya abuses Kyo. But it’s all in good fun cause pain=pleasure. :D
Comments: Sorry it's kinda shorter then the first part. Also I'm thinking about finishing this in the next part.
Disclaimer: (forgot to add this ^_^;) I don't own dir en grey. This is just my imagination.
(‘Kyo why do you make me hurt you?’ Shinya took the knife and made another long cut along Kyo’s wrist. He watched as Kyo screamed, the combination of pain and pleasure bringing him to orgasm. Shinya pulled out, having found his release inside of Kyo.
Shinya plopped himself down next to the panting Kyo covered in sweat. Kyo had his eyes close and his mouth slightly open. ‘So beautiful.’ Shinya thought. Shinya looked at Kyo’s arm where he had made the long cut. It wasn’t very deep but it still worried Shinya. He lightly traced the outline of the cut. ‘Why do you make me hurt you Kyo?’
Shinya kissed the cut before getting off of the bed to retrieve the first aid kit. Kyo’s eyelids fluttered open as he watched Shinya leave the room. “Shinya…” The other man’s name came out as a whisper as Kyo started coming out of his orgasmic state.
Shinya returned with the first aid kit. By this time Kyo was wide awake, his deep brown eyes watching Shinya as the man came to sit on the bed. Shinya opened the first aid kit and proceeded to clean and wrap Kyo’s wounds.
“Shinya why do you always to that?”
“Do what Kyo?”
“Clean them.”
Shinya sighed. ‘Because I don’t want to hurt you to be able to be this close to you.’ Kyo looked up at Shinya and saw sadness in his eyes. He didn’t like this sad Shinya so he brought his free hand up and placed it on Shinya’s face. Shinya unconsciously leaned into the touch. He was brought back to reality when he heard Kyo’s worried voice call his name. Shinya smiled down at Kyo. “You don’t want to get infected no, do you Kyo? If they do then we won’t be able to play anymore.”
Shinya finished cleaning Kyo up then went to put the first aid kit away. He came back into the bedroom and climbed under the sheets with Kyo. Shinya pulled the smaller man close to him. “Sleep now.” Shinya yawned and Kyo closed his eyes resting against Shinya’s chest.
Shinya looked down at the Kawaii man snuggled next to him. ‘Kyo why do I worry about you? Why do you make me feel so confused and insecure about everything?’ Shinya sighed and closed his eyes as he too drifted off to slumber land.
/////The next day at practice/////
“Okay everyone break time!” Kaoru announced.
“Yeah!” Die and Toshiya bother cheered together and ran out for a cigarette break. Kaoru followed them out leaving Kyo and Shinya alone in the room.
Kyo glanced over to Shinya before walking over to him. Shinya, sitting behind his drum set, looked up as Kyo approached him. Kyo stood next to him and looked down at Shinya. “Can you come over to my house later Shinya?”
“Kyo, we’ve done this almost everyday.”
“But Shinya I need it! Besides I don’t hurt myself later.”
Shinya took Kyo’s face into his hands and looked up into his eyes.
“Shinya are you feeling bad about it? Please don’t be.” Kyo looked sad and worried. He didn’t want Shinya to feel bad about hurting him. Even though Shinya offered Kyo had accepted it.
“Please Shinya.” Kyo’s voice was whinny and begging.
“No.” Was Shinya’s nonchalant answer.
“But Shinya…”
“You are coming over my house tonight Kyo.”
Kyo looked a little confused at Shinya. “Okay…” Shinya smiled then took out his Discman and proceeded to sit on the comfy chair and listen to his music. ‘That’s odd.’ Kyo thought to himself as he walked out of the studio to join the others for a smoke. ‘If he just wanted it to be at his house then he would have just said so instead of making me feel guilty like that.’
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