Some different story.
Wow.. Something just broke down for this week. Good that it will stay here, in this year.
First you broke down and told me what happened half a year ago, I tried to got over it by the talking. Talking about the same shit. I got tired but it still didn't go anywhere from head. Then I started thinking way too much and as a result can't sleep for a week now.
Yesterday I realized that something is wrong. I didn't feel this way long time. By the time you called me I was already overreacted and couldn't say a word.
I told you how I feel. And you finally said that you're my family and all our friends think so, too.
You said so many lovely things that I became too emotional and couldn't hold my tears no more. If you saw me yesterday you would've ask me absolutely normal question: where are your eyes. I barely can see them in the mirror.
Anyways.. Me and him we've learned the lesson. We cherish each other better and in a different way. Can't imagine my life without those people.
I might care too much but all is coming back to me later. We all pay for what we got.
Love you guys.. Erick, Jeff, Dave, Jenn and Chuck. Always in my heart and my soul.
I just need to drink more tea and find the way to go back to normal me. The one who's happy and shiny. Soon my dears.
Ps. If here's no postings.. It always means that I'm happy. Yes.
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