(no subject)
I believe that I can change myself
The past can’t be undone
But I’m holding on my back the burden
Time always reveals
In the dim light of a computer screen
In the wound that wouldn’t heal
It’s come back again
That rush of guilt
Of fear, of pain
Begging someone to hear my silent prayer
Heed my silent call
When the pool of red surrounds me
I know that you’ve found me again
And there’s no where for me to hide
From the emptiness you promise
From the healing you pretend to offer
Like a kick to the stomach,
You’ve returned and push to be welcomed
When you see me in that pool of red
You will know that you have found me
You will know that I am yours
The past can’t be undone
But I’m holding on my back the burden
Time always reveals
In the dim light of a computer screen
In the wound that wouldn’t heal
It’s come back again
That rush of guilt
Of fear, of pain
Begging someone to hear my silent prayer
Heed my silent call
When the pool of red surrounds me
I know that you’ve found me again
And there’s no where for me to hide
From the emptiness you promise
From the healing you pretend to offer
Like a kick to the stomach,
You’ve returned and push to be welcomed
When you see me in that pool of red
You will know that you have found me
You will know that I am yours