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Wound up here, somehow
10 years later, I am ashamed of so many things.
There are so many people I would rather not have met.
So many things I wish I never did.
So many people I wish I never hurt.
And so many people I wish I never let hurt me.
I am alone with my thoughts so much and I keep remembering the most terrible things, and all I want to do is apologize. -
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nana said, "...and don't forget Leah's blueberry pie! she has to have her blueberry pie!" (do they even make those?).
i don't like blueberries. i like pecans. but that thought- the simple thought i realized she has every year- made me cry. -
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i am overbearingish. :(
i am ready to cook stuffed peppers.
i become an ihop hag next month.
i become a student in january.
i turned over in bed last night and something came up to my ear and said, "BOO!" -
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dream:
fernando and i went back to high school. in a scene, we were walking hand in hand down the hall. we turned to face each other but he looked like a child. he was really short and his clothes were too big. he told me he loved me and so i got down to kiss him, but ended up falling to my knees due to bad balance. i couldn't hold myself up. -
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nothing worth something -
so it turns out
people are born with these things called tear ducts.
why does no one else find that weird. -
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other bad white boy names:
-hunter
-coby -
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i just got kicked out of class because my blue jeans are not blue they are grey, lol -
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my back hoits and i have hunger pangs and my hands are a little more jittery than ever, on the regular ( Read more... ) -
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affirm it, visualize it, believe it, and it will actualize itself.
but you cannot force belief.