update
just an update!
the neurotic one - who can't spell neurotic - calmed down late last night. i played. i laughed. i even smiled. the veil of tension that darkened my door hath lifted. for the most part.
and about two hours after it did... i got the email confirmation from USC that they had recieved my application. ::shaking head::
so life is still confusingly obnoxiously ironic. but i'm at least not thinking life hates me. it's just i'm amusing someone upstairs pulling all them fancy strings to make my life hell.
such is the way of it.
eh
::Waves::
off to sleep.
TTFN
von
the neurotic one - who can't spell neurotic - calmed down late last night. i played. i laughed. i even smiled. the veil of tension that darkened my door hath lifted. for the most part.
and about two hours after it did... i got the email confirmation from USC that they had recieved my application. ::shaking head::
so life is still confusingly obnoxiously ironic. but i'm at least not thinking life hates me. it's just i'm amusing someone upstairs pulling all them fancy strings to make my life hell.
such is the way of it.
eh
::Waves::
off to sleep.
TTFN
von