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That's disappointing, the small man in dodgeball lost to the "Barbell Mafia"
But yes, crazy dreams=me. Last night I had this weird dream and i really dont remember a whole lot of details but i remember the general concept of it and i remember that is was actually really in depth. But yeah the first major thing that happened really was like i was an actor or something of that sort and i was sitting with jennifer as i was getting ready for this big thing about to happen, but at one point i leaned over to kiss her but(ha sorry jenny cant control it) she was dead like she had drowned even though there was no water around. But even though she had died, things happened like I was the one that had died, but i wasnt fully aware of it at first. I was in this huge building but at moments it would shift into like a path in the woods and there were tons of people walking like they knew where they were going but it didnt seem like there was anywhere to go, but yeah i saw a lot of people i knew but also people i had never seen before and then(i know its all really sketchy but this part is impossible to explain) i basically learned through all this stuff that where i was happened to be a purgatory kind of thing where you arent fully dead but you aren't alive and all of a sudden the building i was in just seemed to go up and up and like there were all these doors on each level and all the people going to and fro, and if you went up one flight of stairs it would look the exact same and it turned out that all the doors were like choices or branches in your life and each level would be like an alternate life and i know i was trying to find a way to figure out why jenny had died and how if there was anyway to fix it and yeah i woke up, and surprisingly, this was all in a 4 hour session of sleep but yeah it was crazy, so much more complex and comprehensive than what i explained it, i honestly had like a crazy high level of understanding of things in my dream about the whole situation that i cant even explain and even in other dreams (i dont know if this is how it is for everyone) but during the dream i am aware of everything that is going on, not like im omniscient during my dreams, but i just know whats happening and i understand everything completely but when i wake up not only do i forgot parts as everyone does but i dont have the same clarity that i had during my dreams. hah i dont know
maybe im crazy after all...
But yes, crazy dreams=me. Last night I had this weird dream and i really dont remember a whole lot of details but i remember the general concept of it and i remember that is was actually really in depth. But yeah the first major thing that happened really was like i was an actor or something of that sort and i was sitting with jennifer as i was getting ready for this big thing about to happen, but at one point i leaned over to kiss her but(ha sorry jenny cant control it) she was dead like she had drowned even though there was no water around. But even though she had died, things happened like I was the one that had died, but i wasnt fully aware of it at first. I was in this huge building but at moments it would shift into like a path in the woods and there were tons of people walking like they knew where they were going but it didnt seem like there was anywhere to go, but yeah i saw a lot of people i knew but also people i had never seen before and then(i know its all really sketchy but this part is impossible to explain) i basically learned through all this stuff that where i was happened to be a purgatory kind of thing where you arent fully dead but you aren't alive and all of a sudden the building i was in just seemed to go up and up and like there were all these doors on each level and all the people going to and fro, and if you went up one flight of stairs it would look the exact same and it turned out that all the doors were like choices or branches in your life and each level would be like an alternate life and i know i was trying to find a way to figure out why jenny had died and how if there was anyway to fix it and yeah i woke up, and surprisingly, this was all in a 4 hour session of sleep but yeah it was crazy, so much more complex and comprehensive than what i explained it, i honestly had like a crazy high level of understanding of things in my dream about the whole situation that i cant even explain and even in other dreams (i dont know if this is how it is for everyone) but during the dream i am aware of everything that is going on, not like im omniscient during my dreams, but i just know whats happening and i understand everything completely but when i wake up not only do i forgot parts as everyone does but i dont have the same clarity that i had during my dreams. hah i dont know
maybe im crazy after all...