Far too early...
Woke up early to do my essay, and I end up updating my lj. Stands to reason. Who cares about fucking silver anyway?
Aaargh, it's not working again! I was soo sure this time. I'm not going to give up though, it will work if I just stop thinking. Yeah, like that will ever work. I'm just hung up on the possibility that every one of my leaps of faith (which, granted could all be supported by the evidence, but still) could contain some grain of truth. Ah well. *STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID* No no, mustn't bang head against the wall. Will only make what I'm wailing true.
Maybe if I plead legally insane for talking to myself... But I don't want to leave, not really.
I keep having these dreams...
Aaargh, it's not working again! I was soo sure this time. I'm not going to give up though, it will work if I just stop thinking. Yeah, like that will ever work. I'm just hung up on the possibility that every one of my leaps of faith (which, granted could all be supported by the evidence, but still) could contain some grain of truth. Ah well. *STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID* No no, mustn't bang head against the wall. Will only make what I'm wailing true.
Maybe if I plead legally insane for talking to myself... But I don't want to leave, not really.
I keep having these dreams...