Seems Like Old Times....
Beloved...I haven't forgotten about you. I could never totally abandon you. [especially with certain people nudging me constantly] So much has transpired since my last entry...
Not so long after my last entry on the 19th my sister passed away on the 23rd during her heart surgery. Yeah, it took me a while to get over that. It hit me so hard. Good thing about it is that she didnt suffer a long time it was very quick. I didnt cry either. I was expecting it, and prepared my heart for it...Enough about that.
JS and I never recovered from that spat we had. He and I still don't talk as much anymore. We're cool as friends. [but thats about it]
Kason and I are still friendly. We arent like we used to be either. We kinda fell apart when he started dating this one guy...and got with his friend Sidney. Since then, and after the arguements and days of not speaking, things between us have become....very platonic. Nothing like how we once were....thats cool tho. I still got bunches of love for him. Sidney and I ended up splitting up. [she ended it] It was over something very childish. She got upset w/me because she and another friend of mine got into it, and I refused to take up for her. [I wouldnt defend my other friend either] So simply because of that we broke up. I think she had another reason for breaking up tho...
Now i'm with Raheem. Its heaven. Really it is. I've never felt more secure in a relationship. I just know that Raheem is gonna be down for me. Always. I appreciate him because he's always so patient with me. We understand each other. When he's up, I'm up and vice versa. Like I said...its heaven.
Besides that it just feeels good to be set free from Marcus. Finally being over him COMPLETELY.
Yeah, along with that I decided to move to Houston after all. I been going back and forth for about 2 weeks now getting things together. I'll let you know when I'm completely moved...
For now I think I'm done.
Love you bunches.
Not so long after my last entry on the 19th my sister passed away on the 23rd during her heart surgery. Yeah, it took me a while to get over that. It hit me so hard. Good thing about it is that she didnt suffer a long time it was very quick. I didnt cry either. I was expecting it, and prepared my heart for it...Enough about that.
JS and I never recovered from that spat we had. He and I still don't talk as much anymore. We're cool as friends. [but thats about it]
Kason and I are still friendly. We arent like we used to be either. We kinda fell apart when he started dating this one guy...and got with his friend Sidney. Since then, and after the arguements and days of not speaking, things between us have become....very platonic. Nothing like how we once were....thats cool tho. I still got bunches of love for him. Sidney and I ended up splitting up. [she ended it] It was over something very childish. She got upset w/me because she and another friend of mine got into it, and I refused to take up for her. [I wouldnt defend my other friend either] So simply because of that we broke up. I think she had another reason for breaking up tho...
Now i'm with Raheem. Its heaven. Really it is. I've never felt more secure in a relationship. I just know that Raheem is gonna be down for me. Always. I appreciate him because he's always so patient with me. We understand each other. When he's up, I'm up and vice versa. Like I said...its heaven.
Besides that it just feeels good to be set free from Marcus. Finally being over him COMPLETELY.
Yeah, along with that I decided to move to Houston after all. I been going back and forth for about 2 weeks now getting things together. I'll let you know when I'm completely moved...
For now I think I'm done.
Love you bunches.