new directions
I've decided to make my journal public again.
All of old. Nothing else ever. Ever tried. Ever failed. No matter. Try again. Fail again. Fail better. - Samuel Beckett
I feel like I have been making a lot of mistakes and bad choices, but I am learning not to regret them anymore. I'm not perfect, nor should I strive to be. I can be better though, and sometimes life requires us to fuck up every once in a while in order to learn not to make the same mistake twice or even several times. My only goal is to be happy and content with who I am and where I am in life and hope for some level of certainty about where I'm going and what I'm doing. I've been so caught up in looking for approval and acceptance but I realize that it's not really about other people, it's about accepting myself. When you are actually living you don't really have the chance to worry or analyze every detail. So, I am gonna hopefully start to really live again.
All of old. Nothing else ever. Ever tried. Ever failed. No matter. Try again. Fail again. Fail better. - Samuel Beckett
I feel like I have been making a lot of mistakes and bad choices, but I am learning not to regret them anymore. I'm not perfect, nor should I strive to be. I can be better though, and sometimes life requires us to fuck up every once in a while in order to learn not to make the same mistake twice or even several times. My only goal is to be happy and content with who I am and where I am in life and hope for some level of certainty about where I'm going and what I'm doing. I've been so caught up in looking for approval and acceptance but I realize that it's not really about other people, it's about accepting myself. When you are actually living you don't really have the chance to worry or analyze every detail. So, I am gonna hopefully start to really live again.