So this is love
Not much is new since the last entry...finals are getting closer and I haven't even started to prepare myself for them, but for some reason this doesn't phase me much.
I miss tennis a lot, and it sounds like most of my old tennis friends are getting injured and unable to play, it really sucks to see a whole team decimated like this. I think I might take up an instrument again though, I find myself missing playing the violin and clarinet.
I've been working out a lot, trying to get into good shape instead of just "skinny". I also need a hair cut and new style....I seem to be on a neverending quest to become attractive in my own eyes.
Nick and I are doing great. I'm head over heels helplessly in love. It scares me a little, because no one has ever had this kind of power over me before...but I trust him. He spent Wednesday night with me, and then Friday and Saturday nights. I love waking up next to him and I love spending time with him, as much of it as I can. We're starting to have more PDA's....walking holding hands or me in his arms, holding hands in a restaraunt, or kissing or sitting in each other's laps like at the party we went to last night. I like it. I feel like a loser though, because I miss him so easily...such as if I dont see him for a day...or even right now, despite the fact that he left an hour and a half ago. I don't tell him, because it makes me feel clingy...but I do. I just hope he loves me as much as I love him.
Anyways, I'll stop boring you with my rant. Chau
Oh, and for Kim, 7 songs:
1. Behind these hazel eyes- Kelly Clarkson
2. All these things that I've done- The Killers
3. Bring me to life- Evanescence
4. Poison- Groove Connection
5. Dance, Dance- Fall Out Boy
6. Fuel- Ani Difranco
7. On the way down- Ryan Cabrera
Also opera workshop music, which somehow still finds a way to sometimes get stuck in my head. :p <3
I miss tennis a lot, and it sounds like most of my old tennis friends are getting injured and unable to play, it really sucks to see a whole team decimated like this. I think I might take up an instrument again though, I find myself missing playing the violin and clarinet.
I've been working out a lot, trying to get into good shape instead of just "skinny". I also need a hair cut and new style....I seem to be on a neverending quest to become attractive in my own eyes.
Nick and I are doing great. I'm head over heels helplessly in love. It scares me a little, because no one has ever had this kind of power over me before...but I trust him. He spent Wednesday night with me, and then Friday and Saturday nights. I love waking up next to him and I love spending time with him, as much of it as I can. We're starting to have more PDA's....walking holding hands or me in his arms, holding hands in a restaraunt, or kissing or sitting in each other's laps like at the party we went to last night. I like it. I feel like a loser though, because I miss him so easily...such as if I dont see him for a day...or even right now, despite the fact that he left an hour and a half ago. I don't tell him, because it makes me feel clingy...but I do. I just hope he loves me as much as I love him.
Anyways, I'll stop boring you with my rant. Chau
Oh, and for Kim, 7 songs:
1. Behind these hazel eyes- Kelly Clarkson
2. All these things that I've done- The Killers
3. Bring me to life- Evanescence
4. Poison- Groove Connection
5. Dance, Dance- Fall Out Boy
6. Fuel- Ani Difranco
7. On the way down- Ryan Cabrera
Also opera workshop music, which somehow still finds a way to sometimes get stuck in my head. :p <3