Today
It is a gorgeous day outside today, but I have to be at work. Eh, it is not a problem. I actually feel more like myself that I ever have. I mean, I FEEL great. Not good, not so-so, actually GREAT! I do not know if the fates decided that I have had enough punishemnt for whatever, but my life is actually starting to turn around, FOR THE BETTER, If you can believe that.
I already have half my medical expenses paid off, it is not all of them, but it is many more than I originally had paid off. I have one more payment on a loan a friend gave me last year, and that will be paid, sqeeee. And I have 3 more credit cards to pay off and then I am done. I can not tell how exciting it is to mail that payment every week and know that the payment is going down. It is like sex and chocolate all rolled into one for me. I just get giddy. And I have a freaking savings!! OMG, I can not explain how happy this makes me. God help somebody if they freaking touch it, even me. Hard, but sooo worth it. I know I could use it on bills, but I have to start putting away money for savings. Plus, I have a plan, and my budget is working AMAZingly. It really put things into perspective when you where each penny is going, and you can let you creditors know when they are going to get there money.
My weight is starting to drop dramatically. Seriously, it is stupid how easy this weight is falling off me. I should be at 115.00 - 120.00 in about 2 months. I know I got down to around 115.00 last year, but the depression hit, and the tidal wave of bad habits came back. And I ballooned way up, at least for me. I do not know, i just feel like life is changing for me. I love exercising and eating healthy. I just think something in the weather kicked it all back up in me.
I feel great, and I think it shows. Even with me soo freaking busy, I feel great. I think I work much better, when I have a million things going on. Getting ready for school in the fall has me excited. I LOVE, LOVE school. So, that s super exciting.
Things with me and Michael are good, and I actually happy where we are. i just do not know what the future holds for me, but I am excited to see what is out there. Life is about the good and the bad, stuggles and conquests, and how we all fit into the world. Life is about being me. And I really love life right now.
and ingore all the spelling errors because I could less right now. You get the gist of what I am saying. I AM FINALLY HAPPY AGAIN!!
I already have half my medical expenses paid off, it is not all of them, but it is many more than I originally had paid off. I have one more payment on a loan a friend gave me last year, and that will be paid, sqeeee. And I have 3 more credit cards to pay off and then I am done. I can not tell how exciting it is to mail that payment every week and know that the payment is going down. It is like sex and chocolate all rolled into one for me. I just get giddy. And I have a freaking savings!! OMG, I can not explain how happy this makes me. God help somebody if they freaking touch it, even me. Hard, but sooo worth it. I know I could use it on bills, but I have to start putting away money for savings. Plus, I have a plan, and my budget is working AMAZingly. It really put things into perspective when you where each penny is going, and you can let you creditors know when they are going to get there money.
My weight is starting to drop dramatically. Seriously, it is stupid how easy this weight is falling off me. I should be at 115.00 - 120.00 in about 2 months. I know I got down to around 115.00 last year, but the depression hit, and the tidal wave of bad habits came back. And I ballooned way up, at least for me. I do not know, i just feel like life is changing for me. I love exercising and eating healthy. I just think something in the weather kicked it all back up in me.
I feel great, and I think it shows. Even with me soo freaking busy, I feel great. I think I work much better, when I have a million things going on. Getting ready for school in the fall has me excited. I LOVE, LOVE school. So, that s super exciting.
Things with me and Michael are good, and I actually happy where we are. i just do not know what the future holds for me, but I am excited to see what is out there. Life is about the good and the bad, stuggles and conquests, and how we all fit into the world. Life is about being me. And I really love life right now.
and ingore all the spelling errors because I could less right now. You get the gist of what I am saying. I AM FINALLY HAPPY AGAIN!!