what to do? what to do?
do nothing and let things fall as they may?
or
do something, take control of the reigns, and tell fate how it's gonna be?
which one is the bigger mistake? which one will get someone hurt, whether it be me or someone else? scared of either, don't want to fuck things up. should i even decide? should someone else?
i always like too much too fast. i could do that now too. i hear all the right things. feel all the right things. and yet it could all be wrong. how can i tell? how can i keep from getting hurt?
you do it. you decide. tell me no one will get hurt. tell me not to be scared and i won't. i'll trust. i always do.
fuck.
or
do something, take control of the reigns, and tell fate how it's gonna be?
which one is the bigger mistake? which one will get someone hurt, whether it be me or someone else? scared of either, don't want to fuck things up. should i even decide? should someone else?
i always like too much too fast. i could do that now too. i hear all the right things. feel all the right things. and yet it could all be wrong. how can i tell? how can i keep from getting hurt?
you do it. you decide. tell me no one will get hurt. tell me not to be scared and i won't. i'll trust. i always do.
fuck.