drinking is bad

[vixenluvsyou]

drinking has become dangerous for me on so many levels. i should probably quit and yet every time i'm set on not drinking everyone and their mother offers me a drink. figures, when i actually want to drink there's never any alcohol to be found. and on that note, whenever i actually want to make-out with someone there's no one around. i get the feeling that no one's interested.

i have to say, i'm very disappointed at the world right now. i want someone really bad and it's looking like it's not gonna happen.

damn loneliness!