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FOR FUCKING CHRISTS' SAKE, GET UP AND FIGHT BAKC YOU MOTHERFUCKING PUSSY! CAN'T YOU FUCKING DEAL WITH IT FOR TWO MORE WEEKS, YOU WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT? YOU'RE NOT A BABY, FUCKING DEAL WITH IT. LIFE SHITS ON YOU, SO FUCK IT UP, FIGHT BACK! YOU DISGUST ME; PEOPLE LIKE YOU MAKE ME WANT TO DIE. YOU'RE WEAK. YOU'RE PITIFUL.
you can't do anything about her. she's getting fucked up every weekend with the doped-up fucking retard of a boyfriend, and you can't do anything she has no idea that it's killing you to watch this happen to her she has no idea how far you'd go to see her happy she has no idea how much you love her but she continually gets shitfaced and stoned and gets fucked with, people screwing her emotions and her body and you can't fucking stop it, no matter what you do nothing will ever be ok because you aren't good enough for her either...you know it too, you know that if you ever dated her that despite all you can do to protect her it'd never be good enough and that you're a letdown and everyone hates you...you protect people because you're scared, and you're scared because god thought it was funny to totally fuck with your life when you know you can't take it so you cry yourself to sleep or scream until your throat bleeds an you can't speak anymore so you can't hear the sound of your own voice and won't split when you hear yourself say:
"She's dead to me"
you can't do anything about her. she's getting fucked up every weekend with the doped-up fucking retard of a boyfriend, and you can't do anything she has no idea that it's killing you to watch this happen to her she has no idea how far you'd go to see her happy she has no idea how much you love her but she continually gets shitfaced and stoned and gets fucked with, people screwing her emotions and her body and you can't fucking stop it, no matter what you do nothing will ever be ok because you aren't good enough for her either...you know it too, you know that if you ever dated her that despite all you can do to protect her it'd never be good enough and that you're a letdown and everyone hates you...you protect people because you're scared, and you're scared because god thought it was funny to totally fuck with your life when you know you can't take it so you cry yourself to sleep or scream until your throat bleeds an you can't speak anymore so you can't hear the sound of your own voice and won't split when you hear yourself say:
"She's dead to me"