today's audition
I really wish I could do just one audition without being terrified. Seriously. I walk in, I'm waiting to go on, totally fine . . . The minute I start singing I'm shaking (I think noticeably) and all I can think about is trying not to look nervous. They laughed at my acting (in a good way). Maybe that will help. It's hard to say. Really, when I get nervous like that, I have no idea how I really came off. I've gotten many compliments from performances I thought were awful. I've been told I don't look nervous when I'm sure everyone can tell. Maybe it's all in my head.