update
Two days off in a row really makes a difference. I feel like I have more free time than I've had in a really long time, but at the same time I still feel like it's not enough. Or maybe it's too much? I need to be in a performance again somehow but that does involve being cast in something. It was so much easier in college. Still, on the whole I like my life. I have great friends, a great boyfriend, and I like my job. This is embarrassing but I generally feel content until I watch something that reminds me what I'm missing. It's embarrassing because yesterday that something was American Idol followed by Glee. I have been trying ever since I got out of college but I'm sure I could try harder. I just need to stop being scared. I have no idea when that scared thing started. I honestly think I taught myself how to be nervous, as well as worried and anxious in general. Now I just need to figure out how to forget what I've learned.
On a much lighter note: I've been watching Black Adder lately. That show is really great. It's nice to see Rowan Atkinson talk. It's also great to see Hugh Laurie playing someone other than House. That whole cast is pretty damn funny.
On a much lighter note: I've been watching Black Adder lately. That show is really great. It's nice to see Rowan Atkinson talk. It's also great to see Hugh Laurie playing someone other than House. That whole cast is pretty damn funny.