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I cried yesterday on my drive home.
I cried while pouring myself cereal.
I cried when I talked with my mom.
I laid on the couch crying while Hector and my mom tried to talk to me to cheer me up.
Some days I am just overcome with sadness. Like this burden of pain and hurt and sorrow is just too heavy to carry and if I don't cry then tears will just seep from my skin.
Its a combination of things really - some like missing Natalie that I need to learn to carry and manage.
And some that I need to overcome - like an emotionally retarded father who only provides help under his insane conditions.
I just want to be happy.
I cried while pouring myself cereal.
I cried when I talked with my mom.
I laid on the couch crying while Hector and my mom tried to talk to me to cheer me up.
Some days I am just overcome with sadness. Like this burden of pain and hurt and sorrow is just too heavy to carry and if I don't cry then tears will just seep from my skin.
Its a combination of things really - some like missing Natalie that I need to learn to carry and manage.
And some that I need to overcome - like an emotionally retarded father who only provides help under his insane conditions.
I just want to be happy.