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Respect isn't something someone has to give you, something you are guaranteed. You receive respect when you have respect for yourself, act in an according manner. I don't go around demanding respect, nor did I when I fucked up. I acknowledge my mistakes. I took the dirty looks and name calling. I understood that because I acted in a scummy way I didn't have the respect of my friends, people in general. I just know the mistakes I made - I know today I act better than yesterday. But when you continuously do things to your friends - your best friends - and for what? For the cheap thrill of unemotional sex? Well then I just have pity on you, and anger. And that anger might come out a rum bottle later on your phone.