theater
i now have a greater and bigger respect and admiration of kevin spacey.
as well as the theater... i admit i'm a late bloomer--i only started to truly respect and appreciate it last year... but i've loved it for a long time.
sometimes i wonder what i want to do with my life--i mean i wonder a lot
but i'm one of those (foolish, some may say) people that believe they can do anything and change the world. I'm not looking into something like the butterfly effect necessarily--but who's to say it couldn't happen? and i'm really not trying to sound cocky, but i truly believe that i can do great things with my life--but the question is--what greatness do i really want to do? i think everyone has a greatness in them and it's just so amazing to see what they do with themselves...
i want to change lives, i want to make a difference in the world, i want to create art, i want to be in art, i want to observe life and live in it.
i don't want to keep feeling like i'm too old or too young or too inexperienced or too asian or too white or too fat or too short or too WHATEVER
i'm lacking in so much i don't know what to do with myself. but i have a drive--or atleast that's what ppl keep telling me. but what's my destination? actually, i don't care... i just want to know-- how many paths am i allowed to follow?
a jack of all trades is a master of none... i'm afraid to love too much and only do so little.
i envy those who know what they want and know where they want to go. i envy the ones that have ONE MAIN goal i don't think they're single minded (necessarily--everyone's different)
i duno.
but i guess i'm ok with that.
as well as the theater... i admit i'm a late bloomer--i only started to truly respect and appreciate it last year... but i've loved it for a long time.
sometimes i wonder what i want to do with my life--i mean i wonder a lot
but i'm one of those (foolish, some may say) people that believe they can do anything and change the world. I'm not looking into something like the butterfly effect necessarily--but who's to say it couldn't happen? and i'm really not trying to sound cocky, but i truly believe that i can do great things with my life--but the question is--what greatness do i really want to do? i think everyone has a greatness in them and it's just so amazing to see what they do with themselves...
i want to change lives, i want to make a difference in the world, i want to create art, i want to be in art, i want to observe life and live in it.
i don't want to keep feeling like i'm too old or too young or too inexperienced or too asian or too white or too fat or too short or too WHATEVER
i'm lacking in so much i don't know what to do with myself. but i have a drive--or atleast that's what ppl keep telling me. but what's my destination? actually, i don't care... i just want to know-- how many paths am i allowed to follow?
a jack of all trades is a master of none... i'm afraid to love too much and only do so little.
i envy those who know what they want and know where they want to go. i envy the ones that have ONE MAIN goal i don't think they're single minded (necessarily--everyone's different)
i duno.
but i guess i'm ok with that.