Life Never Stays good
Yea so I thought things would be good for longer than a week.. YEAAAAA RIIIGHT! I don't know what to do. I love Scotty and I want to be with him. I am all he has besides his mom pretty much BUT every time I turn around I am either in the middle of some shit drama or I am the cause of it. I don't do anything besides love my boyfriend and spend time with him. Is that such a crime? Apparently it is...
I don't have sex with him,
I don't drink or smoke with him,
I don't do drugs with him,
I don't hold people for hostage and take their money with him,
I don't talk him into skipping school,
ALL I DO IS LOVE HIM AND I AM FUCKING SICK OF THIS
Fawn (Scotty's fat ass pregnant bitch sister) is the main cause of EVERYTHING! I can't stand her. Me and Scotty still make good grades, me and Scotty still attend school everyday, me and Scotty still do favors for our families WHEN we are asked, Me and Scotty don't have sex, Me and Scotty don't smoke pot, Scotty has his scholarship, and I AM NOT PREGNANT!
Ok so Fawn is the opposite of that. Her and Brandon had sex more than once a day, they smoked pot together, they skipped school all the time, Fawn lost her scholarship and her grades were F's. FAWN IS PREGNANT!
So Scotty's dad has the nerve to tell Scotty every other day of his life that "You're turning out just like your sister" I am not allowed at their house but fuck if I give a FUCK! cuz I don't. I am tired of drama. All they want to do it break me and Scotty up. I am trying my hardest but it is getting to the point I just want to go up to them and say "Ok you fucking won, see ya in hell.. Oh wait I WONT BE THERE!" and leave. oooo what are they going to say? "You can't see Scotty anymore"? Fuck that, they use Scotty as a little tool to get their way.
I am through with that family. If they died, I wouldn't be sad at all. Not shed a tear, I would shrug my shoulders and smile that I had my baby all to myself. I am not saying I wish they would die, but if they did.. the only one I would cry over would be John Paul. He's my favorite♥
I cried over a Fox last night.. Pathetic? I know. Well I saw it get hit by a car and I did everything I could do to save it. I slammed on my breaks and 2 of them ran in the road. Then I waited for them to move and the one got hit by an on coming car. I saw the little fox fly across the road and flip all around and I started crying. It wasn't really fair if you ask me.
I talked to Byron the other night for a few hours, It upset Scotty but it was not about like getting back together or anything. He has some problems and kind of needed someone to talk to. Well I was there. Even after all the shit I went through when he hurt me over a year ago, I listened to him when he needed someone. I guess I am just a good person and no I don't care for him in that boyfriend or girlfriend way.
oh yea and I laid in the dirt and threw a fit at Scotty and threw groceries around in the cart while grocery shopping because he was talking to his mom and not helping me, it pissed me off. I'm a bitch and I feel really pissed and agrevated tonight. I will probably start my period soon? I don't know..
Well I am going to go. peace and love and whatever the fuck else you want.
I don't have sex with him,
I don't drink or smoke with him,
I don't do drugs with him,
I don't hold people for hostage and take their money with him,
I don't talk him into skipping school,
ALL I DO IS LOVE HIM AND I AM FUCKING SICK OF THIS
Fawn (Scotty's fat ass pregnant bitch sister) is the main cause of EVERYTHING! I can't stand her. Me and Scotty still make good grades, me and Scotty still attend school everyday, me and Scotty still do favors for our families WHEN we are asked, Me and Scotty don't have sex, Me and Scotty don't smoke pot, Scotty has his scholarship, and I AM NOT PREGNANT!
Ok so Fawn is the opposite of that. Her and Brandon had sex more than once a day, they smoked pot together, they skipped school all the time, Fawn lost her scholarship and her grades were F's. FAWN IS PREGNANT!
So Scotty's dad has the nerve to tell Scotty every other day of his life that "You're turning out just like your sister" I am not allowed at their house but fuck if I give a FUCK! cuz I don't. I am tired of drama. All they want to do it break me and Scotty up. I am trying my hardest but it is getting to the point I just want to go up to them and say "Ok you fucking won, see ya in hell.. Oh wait I WONT BE THERE!" and leave. oooo what are they going to say? "You can't see Scotty anymore"? Fuck that, they use Scotty as a little tool to get their way.
I am through with that family. If they died, I wouldn't be sad at all. Not shed a tear, I would shrug my shoulders and smile that I had my baby all to myself. I am not saying I wish they would die, but if they did.. the only one I would cry over would be John Paul. He's my favorite♥
I cried over a Fox last night.. Pathetic? I know. Well I saw it get hit by a car and I did everything I could do to save it. I slammed on my breaks and 2 of them ran in the road. Then I waited for them to move and the one got hit by an on coming car. I saw the little fox fly across the road and flip all around and I started crying. It wasn't really fair if you ask me.
I talked to Byron the other night for a few hours, It upset Scotty but it was not about like getting back together or anything. He has some problems and kind of needed someone to talk to. Well I was there. Even after all the shit I went through when he hurt me over a year ago, I listened to him when he needed someone. I guess I am just a good person and no I don't care for him in that boyfriend or girlfriend way.
oh yea and I laid in the dirt and threw a fit at Scotty and threw groceries around in the cart while grocery shopping because he was talking to his mom and not helping me, it pissed me off. I'm a bitch and I feel really pissed and agrevated tonight. I will probably start my period soon? I don't know..
Well I am going to go. peace and love and whatever the fuck else you want.