I know I am not that important anymore.. but can't you just pretend I am sometimes
Well the subject pretty much sums it up. Scotty use to do anything to make me happy. Now he doesn't do much. Like tonight, no one will be at his house because his dad is in the hospital, so Scotty is alone and the old lady next door is not at my house, it would be a perfect night for him to come over, But he doesn't. I am not worth the walk I guess? I don't know. I don't feel like I am worth much in this relationship anymore. I try to do so much for him. But I don't know. It doesn't seem like it equals out in the relationship.. Like I broke a promise and I went on Byron's myspace after I said I wouldn't and that was awhile ago, well Scotty said he wasn't going to try as hard anymore. So he broke a promise not too long ago too and I still try just as hard if not harder. He punched a wall after he promised he wouldn't. So I don't want to hear anymore about the myspace thing. He has no right to bring it up. Lately when I get mad I say sorry real quick, and let it go kind of fast. Now if you know me, you'll know that's really hard for me to do and I am not usually like that. Well I am trying but he is not doing the same. He is a little but not as much. I have one thing to say to this, If he doesn't start trying and showing me I am worth something, then we won't go out anymore. I want to feel important to the person I date. I use to but right now I don't. I know me and Scotty should be talking out problems like we said we would but since he isn't dong his part and trying harder, than neither am I. Well enoguh about me complaining. I'm going to bed.