tired as heck
yea it is late but it is worth staying up 2 update this thing. but yea anyways this monday will be 2 weeks that i have been unhappy. i dont even know why i am unhappy. i love scotty i dont think it is the relationship between me and him but i dont know. lately it's been all about his truck, i try to help him, i surprise him and buy him peices for it and i take him to buy parts and then when i take him to KFC b/c my mom is at work so we only had that tiny bit of time together i was so freaking happy to see him. i start acting really stupid when i am happy or excited. then he was all depressed, it's all about that friggen truck. but whatever. i was wrting him a note about it tonight and i just cried. dont know why. i still want to cry. ah i am tired of school and my job sucks now b.c 2 managers left. 1 i didnt care too much but the other was my favorite, she let scotty come and work with me and i told her about my hair and we got along and talked about every thing. Every time i had a problem with scotty and didnt want to talk to him about it, i went to her and we would discuss it and it would help me deal with it. She went to the store across the highway in the belz mall. so we have 2 new managers working at my store and i worked with one the other night. it was alright i guess but i want my favorite manager back, kerri. uh whatever im really tired so im out and i will be 17 soon. yay only 1 more year until i am out of the house.. well legally if i'll really be gone is another topic.. ha later!