Don't worry about me, I'm ok
i dont know how to start. i've been away from blogging some time now. and yes, i will continue to apologize for my absence until i am not such a flake anymore. but like one of my friends say "dont apologize, just change". lol. eh.
i guess ive become quite good at apologizing, but i hope that i dont come off as insincere for doing so.
anyway, these past few weeks have been tough. although i have midterms, its not really in the forefront of my mind. i guess its not really such a surprise, but ive been thinking about sam a lot lately. 28 months have passed and here i am listening to melancholy nihongo no ongaku (japanese music). its not that im sad, but it is. lol.
today was my first dissection in bio lab. we cut up a worm and looked at a dead clam. very informational and psuedo-trauma center, but IN REAL LIFE. yea. he gets to miss out on all of this excitement. ::sigh::
lots of thinking and praying lately. lent is good. sex is good. lol thats what we talked about at the bible study i went to tonite. of course there was more. lots more to come. i hope its well for you. all of you.
"...for self-interest alone could induce a woman to keep a man to an engagement, of which she seemed so thoroughly aware that he was weary." -- Sense and Sensibility, Jane Austen
i guess ive become quite good at apologizing, but i hope that i dont come off as insincere for doing so.
anyway, these past few weeks have been tough. although i have midterms, its not really in the forefront of my mind. i guess its not really such a surprise, but ive been thinking about sam a lot lately. 28 months have passed and here i am listening to melancholy nihongo no ongaku (japanese music). its not that im sad, but it is. lol.
today was my first dissection in bio lab. we cut up a worm and looked at a dead clam. very informational and psuedo-trauma center, but IN REAL LIFE. yea. he gets to miss out on all of this excitement. ::sigh::
lots of thinking and praying lately. lent is good. sex is good. lol thats what we talked about at the bible study i went to tonite. of course there was more. lots more to come. i hope its well for you. all of you.
"...for self-interest alone could induce a woman to keep a man to an engagement, of which she seemed so thoroughly aware that he was weary." -- Sense and Sensibility, Jane Austen