When i started this journal almost 10 years ago I started it in hopes of recording the rigorous process of making it to the OSCARS one day, my biggest goal in life.

and I've been doing it pretty bad job of keeping up lately.

I think the problem is that in my everyday life I see so many downs that I feel like it all might just be a waste of time. That ( Read more... )

A wise man once told me that "change" is a lie. It is a non existant entity...Change could never really exist because for Change to exist it means something needs to "change" or be different while keeping the same concept....that can't possibly happen. For example...let's say you have a best friend who moves away...things didnt change, things left ( Read more... )