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Here we are again, more than a month since I've posted. I read more regularly, even comment if my friends post but somehow never get around to posting myself. It's good to see some people make more use of lj, I do enjoy it more than fb. Even though there are more people there. I just seem to feel more restricted there. I'm sure there's a way to make it so that only certain people on my friend's list can see, but I don't feel like figuring that out.
I'm back to not smoking--2 weeks since I've had a cigarette tomorrow. We have enough pot now. For a while I'll be extra stoned, as I'll be smoking pot instead of cigarettes when I have a craving. I'm not having a whole hell of a lot of them right now for which I'm glad. Lan says that he hasn't noticed me being bitchier than usual since I quit and I hope that's the case. I don't feel bitchier.
I also quit taking the anti-depressant because I seem to have had a hard time climaxing since I started taking it. As that's one of the ways I naturally become less "depressed" and I think that things have changed so my situation is making me happier, I don't think it's worth the tradeoff. Have I mentioned that I love sex? A lot? It's so much fun! I think I've been very lucky to have several great lovers, but none as good as my husband. Yes, there are some things that we don't mesh on but he's been a bit more kinky with me as time goes on. And I haven't been with anyone (except Rick--we delivered a bag to someone named Holdren in Olympia which is where his family was from so he came to mind. end tangent) who was much more matching in our kinks. Tom maybe. But the point is, we have fantastic sex. Sometimes even amazing--I've had more simultaneous orgasms with him than with anyone else. I love that!
It's been wonderful seeing Donna--we're totally kindred spirits. I feel like she just thinks the same way that I do, and that's pretty validating. I hope she finds it the same. It's another reason I'm glad Amy's living here. Happily, I find that I enjoy living with John as well. He often brings friends by, and it's good to have the young energy around. Lan really likes it as well, and wishes Jessica wanted to move in too. Even if Amy wasn't here, we couldn't do that because Steven comes with her and there's no way 5 people and 1 bathroom would work. Not for any length of time anyways. Especially since no one can really shower if any other water is being used in the house because there's no water pressure.
Oh! And I haven't even said the best thing! I'm going to be an aunt!!! Biologically! I'm so happy that my brother (ok, sister-in-law) has a bun in her oven! She thinks she a little over a month along and will learn more when she's further. I get a niece or nephew! I have a feeling it's a boy, but when I refer to the kid I always say "she" so I'm obviously not very convinced of that.
I'm not done, but I have to be, so more later. Muah!
I'm back to not smoking--2 weeks since I've had a cigarette tomorrow. We have enough pot now. For a while I'll be extra stoned, as I'll be smoking pot instead of cigarettes when I have a craving. I'm not having a whole hell of a lot of them right now for which I'm glad. Lan says that he hasn't noticed me being bitchier than usual since I quit and I hope that's the case. I don't feel bitchier.
I also quit taking the anti-depressant because I seem to have had a hard time climaxing since I started taking it. As that's one of the ways I naturally become less "depressed" and I think that things have changed so my situation is making me happier, I don't think it's worth the tradeoff. Have I mentioned that I love sex? A lot? It's so much fun! I think I've been very lucky to have several great lovers, but none as good as my husband. Yes, there are some things that we don't mesh on but he's been a bit more kinky with me as time goes on. And I haven't been with anyone (except Rick--we delivered a bag to someone named Holdren in Olympia which is where his family was from so he came to mind. end tangent) who was much more matching in our kinks. Tom maybe. But the point is, we have fantastic sex. Sometimes even amazing--I've had more simultaneous orgasms with him than with anyone else. I love that!
It's been wonderful seeing Donna--we're totally kindred spirits. I feel like she just thinks the same way that I do, and that's pretty validating. I hope she finds it the same. It's another reason I'm glad Amy's living here. Happily, I find that I enjoy living with John as well. He often brings friends by, and it's good to have the young energy around. Lan really likes it as well, and wishes Jessica wanted to move in too. Even if Amy wasn't here, we couldn't do that because Steven comes with her and there's no way 5 people and 1 bathroom would work. Not for any length of time anyways. Especially since no one can really shower if any other water is being used in the house because there's no water pressure.
Oh! And I haven't even said the best thing! I'm going to be an aunt!!! Biologically! I'm so happy that my brother (ok, sister-in-law) has a bun in her oven! She thinks she a little over a month along and will learn more when she's further. I get a niece or nephew! I have a feeling it's a boy, but when I refer to the kid I always say "she" so I'm obviously not very convinced of that.
I'm not done, but I have to be, so more later. Muah!