I can't stop crying!
I don't have a support system anymore. I'm terrified to talk to my friends about the ED-1)they don't wanna hear it, 2)they dont believe it, and 3)i'm just not comfortable. My mom just told me I look pregnant. I just stared at her and she was like "you have a belly." What kind of mother would say that to her bulimic/anorexic daughter?!?! This is gonna cause the biggest relaspe-and I'm really scared. It's time like these that I wish for Anna. I just can't stop crying. I'm scared to eat. I gave myself a belly, so I don't deserve to eat. I just wanna work out for the rest of my life and do 5445663565938 crunches. I drank a sip of regular gingerale today, but I thought it was Diet, but then I looked at the can and saw that it wasn't, and I started hysterically crying again cuz I felt like I poisoned my body...
This is the diary of a troubled, eating-disordered teen.
This is the diary of a troubled, eating-disordered teen.