Hey Baby Puffin!
I went to bed last night around midnight, and I woke up today at 1:15pm. Then, I slept alllllll day! And I'm still tired-ahhh!!!
I did NOTHING this weekend-just slept. On friday night we went to the game, then some of the GR's went to Ruby Tuesdays to celebrate a few birthdays. Then we went back to my house for cake which I bought for Nikki. And then every1 went home around 11:30pm and i went right to sleep. On saturday I worked from 12-4, came home, slept. Then today I woke up in the afternoon, slept, watched "Girls Next Door"(my favorite show EVER), did my homework, and now I'm here.
I start my internship tomorrow-I'm really excited. It's at Suburban Hospital for the dietitians. They do have an eating disorder unit there, but I doubt they're gonna let me go on it. I've been coming home everyday at noon and yes, been sleeping. Do you think all this sleep has anything to do with the fact of me not eating much? It's the Adderall-I swear!
I went to therapy on thursday. I go every other week now. I'm actually doing really well. He was like "how's Anna?" and I'm like "who's Anna?" and he was like "are you serious?" and then i said "oh-that Anna...I remember her, I mean, not too much." Like, it was weird. I mean, yeah, I miss her, but won't I always? I miss her like I miss Jared-they both left for college and they both won't talk to me; the only difference is I'm related to Jared, so he should talk to me, he just won't. At the football game friday night(we lost 29-0), I looked down at the cheerleaders and didn't see Anna. I was afraid that was gonna trigger me and set me off, but it surprisingly didn't. There are just certain I remember that I miss, but I have Adderall, so I'll be alright. If Anna talks to me again, great, if not...well, that's her choice and I can't revolve my thinking around her choices-that's just retarded. And like most people know...I'm.not.retarded.
I think my facebook pic is getting me a lot of props. Hey, I'm about to be a playmate, what can I say?
I am officially done with Palm Beach Tan. My last day was yesterday. They asked me to stay and then they said if I ever wanna come back, just let them know. I think once my life starts to settle down and I get into college, then I'll go back.
I. Love. School-yeah, I'm weird, but I do. It's the Adderal-I SWEAR!
I did NOTHING this weekend-just slept. On friday night we went to the game, then some of the GR's went to Ruby Tuesdays to celebrate a few birthdays. Then we went back to my house for cake which I bought for Nikki. And then every1 went home around 11:30pm and i went right to sleep. On saturday I worked from 12-4, came home, slept. Then today I woke up in the afternoon, slept, watched "Girls Next Door"(my favorite show EVER), did my homework, and now I'm here.
I start my internship tomorrow-I'm really excited. It's at Suburban Hospital for the dietitians. They do have an eating disorder unit there, but I doubt they're gonna let me go on it. I've been coming home everyday at noon and yes, been sleeping. Do you think all this sleep has anything to do with the fact of me not eating much? It's the Adderall-I swear!
I went to therapy on thursday. I go every other week now. I'm actually doing really well. He was like "how's Anna?" and I'm like "who's Anna?" and he was like "are you serious?" and then i said "oh-that Anna...I remember her, I mean, not too much." Like, it was weird. I mean, yeah, I miss her, but won't I always? I miss her like I miss Jared-they both left for college and they both won't talk to me; the only difference is I'm related to Jared, so he should talk to me, he just won't. At the football game friday night(we lost 29-0), I looked down at the cheerleaders and didn't see Anna. I was afraid that was gonna trigger me and set me off, but it surprisingly didn't. There are just certain I remember that I miss, but I have Adderall, so I'll be alright. If Anna talks to me again, great, if not...well, that's her choice and I can't revolve my thinking around her choices-that's just retarded. And like most people know...I'm.not.retarded.
I think my facebook pic is getting me a lot of props. Hey, I'm about to be a playmate, what can I say?
I am officially done with Palm Beach Tan. My last day was yesterday. They asked me to stay and then they said if I ever wanna come back, just let them know. I think once my life starts to settle down and I get into college, then I'll go back.
I. Love. School-yeah, I'm weird, but I do. It's the Adderal-I SWEAR!