Dec 18, 2015 21:29
Today was my last official day at my old job. Parts were difficult. I cried a fair amount, although not in public. I spent 'the final (and a thoroughly additional) hour' on my exit interview with the person I dislike the most. She keeps hugging me, and I hates it. I hates it.
At least tomorrow I get to come in for an extra hour or so (oh joy) and spend time with the coworker that I dearly love and will miss like crazy.
The most interesting lesson I have learned is how infrequently you can see a 'distant' coworker and still be friends--and how two weeks can pass without you having seen everyone you want to tell you're leaving.
Also, I still can't believe my boss doesn't realize how much I hate her guts. I wonder how much of autism-spectrum dissociative behavior is poorly concealed dislike of others.
What else is there? So many mixed feelings. So much to do. So many uncertainties, still. We will get through it. Won't we?
It will be great to have all of this turmoil in the rear-view.