everyone gets a star
i really HATE when i'm in one of these ranting moods but can things just slooooow down a little bit? or maybe speed up to a less bumpy road?
or better yet, if things could just work out. why can't everything just be EASY?
i sound like such a babyyyy. i'll probably delete this in a few days when all my feelings blow over. or my feelings won't ever blow over but i'll feel silly for writing this so i'll delete it then anyway.
it's just i feel like i have no control over anything anymore.
work.
school.
personal shit.
everything is falling apart right now and i hate feeling like everyone's moving and i'm standing still. i'm so irritable and moody and tired all the time. i suddenly have insomnia and i can't sleep at night. but maybe that's just because i have millions of thoughts running through my head. that's nothing new though really, so that doesn't make sense either.
even my writing right now isn't focused... i'm all over the place. i really wish i could just dissapear for a few days, a week, a month? maybe.
get focused, get back on track, and get back to normal. whatever that is. but time away is impossible, so i guess i'll have to figure out another way of getting there.
or better yet, if things could just work out. why can't everything just be EASY?
i sound like such a babyyyy. i'll probably delete this in a few days when all my feelings blow over. or my feelings won't ever blow over but i'll feel silly for writing this so i'll delete it then anyway.
it's just i feel like i have no control over anything anymore.
work.
school.
personal shit.
everything is falling apart right now and i hate feeling like everyone's moving and i'm standing still. i'm so irritable and moody and tired all the time. i suddenly have insomnia and i can't sleep at night. but maybe that's just because i have millions of thoughts running through my head. that's nothing new though really, so that doesn't make sense either.
even my writing right now isn't focused... i'm all over the place. i really wish i could just dissapear for a few days, a week, a month? maybe.
get focused, get back on track, and get back to normal. whatever that is. but time away is impossible, so i guess i'll have to figure out another way of getting there.