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Oct 07, 2006 14:14

There are moments in some days of my life that catch me off guard, there are moments where I look around and feel and see everything outside my body. I feel the earth moving, the people walking and living and progressing forward and I feel the beauty in the honesty of everything. There are moments that I hype up beforehand to be something that they never are, but while in the midst of contimplating this letdown I am usually surprised by a comment or a gesture or something I see that fullfulls that need for inspiration to live on. For example last night, after a night of drinking and laughing and conversations, I fell asleep next to my two best boy friends. In a bed I thought could only be filled by a lover, it was filled by friendship and not sex. Waking up the next day to people I loved and cared about, I felt nutured. I felt positive I was doing the right thing by not being in a sexual relationship right now. I am in love with the right things.

"A poor rat, only has one hole."

I'm getting my tattoo finished today.
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