"I curse at the wind storms that October brings..."
Yeah so the trip to NYC has been postponed. Apparently the guerrilla girl we were gonna interview had not been responding to Tim's recent emails. I was really pumped for this too. But hopefully we will make other arangments and still get the interview.
My muffler fell off today. Ok, wait, let me rephrase this. My muffler started scraping violently against the dorchester pavemnet and I had to pull over and struggle with ripping it off for an hour. So my white ass was hanging out on the side of adams street looking like an idiot. I managed to slice across my little finger's nail and bleed everywhere...but I did it, all by myself too.
I've been doing a lot of thinking latley and have realized is that what I really need is to be in a relationship. However my main problem is my self esteem. i honsetly do not think that any guy could find me remotly attractive, or have any interest in me. I know, that really sucks, but I dont know what to do about it. I can't just stop thinking that way, tho I have tried.
But i would be the best damn gf in the world. No whining, clinginess, or anything like that. I just want someone who will be there for me,can make me laugh, and overall cares about me. i think i deserve that. So if you know some chill guy or have a spare house plant I can borrow for a date [or whatever that sex and the city quote is]let me know.
Midterms are here and im a little scared. I havent been doing so well in my gen ed classes, ive just had so much going on that I cant do all the work so we will see how this goes...wish me luck.
My muffler fell off today. Ok, wait, let me rephrase this. My muffler started scraping violently against the dorchester pavemnet and I had to pull over and struggle with ripping it off for an hour. So my white ass was hanging out on the side of adams street looking like an idiot. I managed to slice across my little finger's nail and bleed everywhere...but I did it, all by myself too.
I've been doing a lot of thinking latley and have realized is that what I really need is to be in a relationship. However my main problem is my self esteem. i honsetly do not think that any guy could find me remotly attractive, or have any interest in me. I know, that really sucks, but I dont know what to do about it. I can't just stop thinking that way, tho I have tried.
But i would be the best damn gf in the world. No whining, clinginess, or anything like that. I just want someone who will be there for me,can make me laugh, and overall cares about me. i think i deserve that. So if you know some chill guy or have a spare house plant I can borrow for a date [or whatever that sex and the city quote is]let me know.
Midterms are here and im a little scared. I havent been doing so well in my gen ed classes, ive just had so much going on that I cant do all the work so we will see how this goes...wish me luck.