Oct 04, 2005 14:31
-transcribing sucks major cock when it is the most time consuming thing and you do not have enough time to even breathe
-people are really starting to annoy me, stuff I used to be able to tolerate just isnt flying with me any more, wake up and see reality and stop being so fucking fake, it wont last for long
-to be even more pathetic, I am now a cat lady without a cat
-I need to get totally shitfaced, right now
-things from the past shouldnt hurt me so much, but of course, they do, and i got through phases where I am fine, but then the memories sneak up on me and bite me in the ass, all i did was be me
-there is way too much stuff going on right now, i cant even remember the last time I did anything fun with anybody
-so much stuff is put on me, when will ppl see that I am just gonna collapse eventually
-is this really what i want to do? i mean its a competitve field, and Im gonna have to put everything into it for a very long time...this isnt even the beginning
-I need to makeout with someone, right now
-I should really leave in about 3 minutes to get in early to class to try to understand what the fuck I am doing in digital post effects, maybe id uderstand it more if the fucking labs were available and i couold practice, but then again, when
-I could go on and on, but i really gotta go, sorry about this one, but I just need to let it all out before i explode, and the sad part is that this isnt even half of what i am going thru
-fuck it all..........and go sox