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I hate the feeling of being left out. I wish i had friends i could hang with. I don't see chris anymore, so thats no fun. I just want to have people around me. I love people. Like sure im living at home but family is family not really your friends. I want to live out in the dorms too. I guess im just really jealous of chris right now.
Im just really emotion right now i guess. Its about my brother JB. I guess im just a worried. But i hurt so bad inside, im just breaking down. The only person i told was chris. Its hard to talk to chris about JB. And its hard to talk to my parents about it. B/c they are having hard enough time with it. And chris saids go and talk to his mom, she'll understand. But i don't think ill be able to talk to her cause ill be crying the whole time. I'm sooo scared for wednesday i just don't want it to come. I pray every night to just let john be okay. But tomorrow is wednesday day and i don't want to be home to find out the news. It just kills me inside.
please don't comment.
Just pray for him please.
Im just really emotion right now i guess. Its about my brother JB. I guess im just a worried. But i hurt so bad inside, im just breaking down. The only person i told was chris. Its hard to talk to chris about JB. And its hard to talk to my parents about it. B/c they are having hard enough time with it. And chris saids go and talk to his mom, she'll understand. But i don't think ill be able to talk to her cause ill be crying the whole time. I'm sooo scared for wednesday i just don't want it to come. I pray every night to just let john be okay. But tomorrow is wednesday day and i don't want to be home to find out the news. It just kills me inside.
please don't comment.
Just pray for him please.