i hate school!

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I can't stand being at school. Im really having no fun. Should i even be having fun? I should at least enjoy myself, i guess. I feel like all i want to do is have fun. And im tring so hard to balance everything out. But im having trouble. I know i should be studying, but then i go off to do something else. "It's easier to do nothing than something at all." I want to go to the Main campus, because i had driving to trumbull everyday. The only thing im looking forward to is next year. When im moving on campus and im going to really enjoy my school year. But even though the classes are smaller here and you feel like you have more attention in class, i still want to go to the main campus. I feel so left out.

I always seem to make the wrong choices. I hope im not making the wrong choice to go to the main campus. Its cheaper at trumbull and the teachers are harder though. ahhhh Life sucks!! And when chris's dad asked me how school was going, i was like ha, its going. And he really understood that i was going through as well as chris. And he didn't give us some lame parent talk on how...oh college wasn't bad...or whatever. He really understood, and said to just get it over and done with. Your just in college to get a good job. And its true thats why were in this dump. But I want to be successful with or with out my partener in life. I want a job that i can enjoy. And being successful doesn't always mean money, I was to like my job. hahaha