Yay a car for me!

May 30, 2006 20:15

Found a good 91 camry for a decent price and so I will have a car. I'm feeling hopeful about my interviews tomorrow and if I can land one of those jobs, perhaps all will be well. I just need a decent job, then I can be something resembling a free person. 'saiah's finishing his dinner andI have a few minutes to expound on things.
Sometimes I miss the person I thought Todd was. The guy who would defend me because he loved me rather than because he thought he owned me. I loved him once. Weird things remind that I loved him once, like the robe I pretended to like because he could never handle it if I didn't like something. I'm shipping it off to Goodwill with a bunch of things that will never again fit over my hips. I am desperately trying to maintain some kind of respect for Todd for Isaiah's sake. I'm arranging for Isaiah to go to dinner with Todd tomorrow night (since I'll be down in Santa Cruz for an interview earlier that day) as a somewhat friendly gesture so maybe Todd'll chill a bit....then again friendly overtures with Todd usually only get noticed by him if you smack him over the head repeatedly with how you're going out of your way. Oh well, if I thought he was likely to change I suppose things would've been different. Hopefully Isaiah'll get something out of this. Speaking of whom,he's yelling "Done Mommy" at me so I better run...
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