Valentine's Day
I'm not sure if today was a good day or not. A lot of good things happened... but at the same time I had something that was bothering me. I know it's the same feeling I've been getting recently... but I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT IS! FUCK! My best friend couldn't even tell me what the fuck it could be... and she is the person who knows me best besides Jason, she's the one person in the WORLD who can help me... but she couldn't, not this time. I swear I think there's something wrong with me. SERIOUSLY.
Okay... so, I usually get a ride to school and take the bus back home. Today I decided that I was gonna take the bus TO school and get there hella early. Now I'm so, so, so, sooo GLAD I did that. My friend Jason got on the same bus. That was the first time I actually sat and talked to him for more than a second and outside of the computer... lol. He's AMAZING!! I really like talking to him, he's so smart, he's so a lot of things, lol. But the point it I'm really glad I met him.
So it's Valentines Day, and MY Jason is in South Carolina. It sux... it sux nasty, smelly, sweaty, monkey balls! But Kristen and Gates love me oh so much they wanted to spend their Valentines Day with MEE!! Lol... I swear they almost made me cry bacause they told that they didn't want to leave me alone on this day, they gave up the one day of the year that a couple should spend together and be alone just to be there for me! That meant so much to me. But even though, I think I would have rathered spending it alone or at home.
Okay... so, I usually get a ride to school and take the bus back home. Today I decided that I was gonna take the bus TO school and get there hella early. Now I'm so, so, so, sooo GLAD I did that. My friend Jason got on the same bus. That was the first time I actually sat and talked to him for more than a second and outside of the computer... lol. He's AMAZING!! I really like talking to him, he's so smart, he's so a lot of things, lol. But the point it I'm really glad I met him.
So it's Valentines Day, and MY Jason is in South Carolina. It sux... it sux nasty, smelly, sweaty, monkey balls! But Kristen and Gates love me oh so much they wanted to spend their Valentines Day with MEE!! Lol... I swear they almost made me cry bacause they told that they didn't want to leave me alone on this day, they gave up the one day of the year that a couple should spend together and be alone just to be there for me! That meant so much to me. But even though, I think I would have rathered spending it alone or at home.