i was re-reading my posts and almost every single one of them was about dave. wow, when did i let him start controlling my life and thoughts? for the last time, we broke up. and i'm okay with that. there have been guys since him in the past three months, and i'm okay with the fact that nothing has worked out with them either. i've recently ( Read more... )

so. hi again. for the first time another 10000 years. actually it's only been what? a couple months now ( Read more... )

i hate him so much right now.

and yeah, this is the first time i've posted in 10000000 years. hi.

how is it possible to have an absolutely fantastic friendship and sex life with someone, but yet it is impossible to actually be in a relationship with them? take dave and i for example. when we aren't in a quote unquote relationship, yet we can talk for hours, whether it's general conversation or joking around. hypothetically speaking, we're ( Read more... )

i feel powerful! i have a date tonight with a hot guy. then tomorrow (or later tonight, we'll see) i'm goin to my ex's house. >;) haven't had sex in two weeks...i have needs. ;) fabuuuuulous.

I will not make the same mistakes that you did ( Read more... )

sometimes i really feel like i'm not good enough for certain people. like, why can't i be enough? dave has broken my heart once again, and this time, even though i keep telling myself that it's really over and that i deserve better than him, all i want to do is be with him. i've loved someone before--i wasn't really in love with them, or maybe ( Read more... )

i'm lazy. plain and simple. seriously. without a doubt ( Read more... )

this fucking hurricane is screwing up my life.

the fucking military is flying dave to OHIO for a week and half. gr. piss ass mother fuckers.

and it's a cat 4! are you fucking kidding me?

and i have to be OUT of my apartment by noon tomorrow. and i have to work saturday! where the fuck and i'm going to stay?!

i swear if the stupid pensacola civic center fucked up my tickets i'm going to be PISSED and they will know about it. today, i got an email saying that my seats for kelly clarkson (absolutely FANTASTIC seats) are going to have to be changed. i'm pissed. i don't want to move. i was thisclose to the stage ( Read more... )