On the bright side, I found my Zippo finally, and that has honestly improved my mood a great deal. (Ironic, I found it exactly one day before it being lost for exactly one year.)
Second, I want everyone to know I think I'm going to lose hope. At least I'm not having a panic attack anymore or whatever, but no matter what I do I can't study. I haven't felt this ADD in a long time. What is wrong? I have a final at TWO but I just can't study for it.