I'm still awake right now because my head hurt far too much to sleep. I'm nauseous, weak, dizzy, and simultaneously hot/cold too. Plus, massively depressed/anxious. I'm not sure what's been going on with me today: Chiari, allergies, SAD, a cold, thyroid, or some combination? It's easier to treat things when you know what's causing them.
My emotions are telling me that everything's pointless and will never get better, I will always be sick, in pain, sad, and poor. I apparently haven't gotten past
getting rejected by that pain management office as thoroughly as I hoped I had. I feel the need to talk to people about my feelings yet know it just brings people down, which I feel bad about. I don't know what to do.