Vent

Jul 27, 2006 18:07

Hey long lost LJ...haha. I have a little venting to do so *ahem* here I go...

Why are females soo negative?, I got into it sat night with one of my friends..I wont say good friends but a friend. Its only so much shit I can take..I dont take too well to smart mouths and down talkin..yes I can take it and might let u slide a few times, but please dont take my kindness for weakness. I used to be quick to smack a bitch and everybody told me I shouldnt be like that..im a bitch blah blah blah..but atleast ppl respected me. I mean I was always a nice person, But i was also that girl who was gonna let you know I dont take no shit from nobody and if it comes to blows then so be it..I think I got that from my parents..till I realized that doesnt solve anything so I reverted to using words. And trust my words cut like a knife. So this chick cops an additude right before we're about to go out and have a good time, my bestfriend was there and knew I was about to SNAP out so she was like let it go, but i did have to let her know. That chick is just soo negative, I mean theres always a problem with females and ppl wonder why i dont care anymore. Truth be told I been screwed over too many times to care. Everybody says "dev, you dont even care" sadly theyre all right...I really dont..life will still go on with or without you..sorrry. Now my true to tha heart friends I do care and I love and would do anything for.

Onto guys...wow soo confusing. Funny guys think they can say and do whateva to you, then come back after they done ran around and did their thing..then its phone calls out the blue one after the other...Aww whats wrong boo, that chick you was soo ON, turned out to be a lyin skeezer? yeah told u so. These dudes know Im a "one of a kind girl" I was raised right...neva been a hoe, neva been a liar...none of that. And I will hold you down if you hold me down..but they dont appreciate shit till its gone..and its definately GONE. So I just been doin my thing not lettin this world stop my swagger. Its hard not to lash out and revert back to being a "bitch" I know I have, I say what I feel before I think about who its gonna hurt. But I feel like life is waay too short to hold back.
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