Rainy days bring back memories...
Does anybody remember that song by immature "Baby please dont go"...man why did I used to be in love with romeo. Then after the baby please dont go video, batman became very attractive to me. So yeah that song was in my head plus its rainging thats where the subject came in at. So im having a lil get together/ party this weekend, I always get sooo stressed. Thinkin what if its not successful, what will people think/say? In reality Im the type who doesn't give a fck..so why I stress myself I dont know. I had a new years eve party that errbody and their momma came to, and I was stressed about that. I told people get together so theres no expectations but of course somewhere down the line it turned into "party" so go figure.
I had a little case of the ex last week. Sometimes you forget the reason you left all the bullshit behind and find yourself falling right back into the enemies arms (not literally). I caught myself before that scenerio could come true. I just talked to "him" on the phone and shit was sounding good, so I invited him to chill since he said why cant we be friends , of course he's like I dont know ..so fuck em!!.....no forreal fuck him! I know I can do soo much better and I will not let myself take any steps back.."06" is about moving forward and anybody who aint growing with me, will be left behind in all honesty. I went out fri,sat and sunday..dont even ask me why. I gotta chill though its the same shit when you go out anyway and the same ole faces, and these fuck-tard guys who cant even buy a chick a drink. Sure I can buy my own drink, I make my own money, Im independent blah blah blah all that good shit..but still a female wants to be taken care of....in other words..no drink=no phone number..so FUCK OFF!!!...sometimes I cant wait to be married (sounds crazy but i have my reasons). I want the huge ass house in miami, the big ass rock on my finger (no less than a 15,000 radiant cut ring set in platinum) annnd a FINE husband to come home to. The type of man who makes you wanna leave the club and cant wait to rush home from work to...u know the type of sexxxy guy u read about in the zane books and somebody who makes me laugh that I can look at and think..."damn im one lucky chick"..till then though I will continue to parrttaayy..haha, but it does get lonely in this house when I start missing my parents then shit I must be lonely..no jk i luvsss ma folks, but at times u just want that male affection not even a boyfriend or anything sexual involved just to snuggle up with a guy friend on a rainy day some cool type guy who ur feelin oh well. No but 4real i promise this update was supposed to have some type of point somewhere up in here. Damnnn everybody has facebook, Im too lazy to get my school email therefore I use my friends ..i cant keep up with facebook,myspace annnd livejournal..oh speaking of communication...I MUST get the sidekick3 when it comes out..Im tired of these sprint bastards anyway...with that damn treo tryna swaggerjack t-mobile "hmf"
I had a little case of the ex last week. Sometimes you forget the reason you left all the bullshit behind and find yourself falling right back into the enemies arms (not literally). I caught myself before that scenerio could come true. I just talked to "him" on the phone and shit was sounding good, so I invited him to chill since he said why cant we be friends , of course he's like I dont know ..so fuck em!!.....no forreal fuck him! I know I can do soo much better and I will not let myself take any steps back.."06" is about moving forward and anybody who aint growing with me, will be left behind in all honesty. I went out fri,sat and sunday..dont even ask me why. I gotta chill though its the same shit when you go out anyway and the same ole faces, and these fuck-tard guys who cant even buy a chick a drink. Sure I can buy my own drink, I make my own money, Im independent blah blah blah all that good shit..but still a female wants to be taken care of....in other words..no drink=no phone number..so FUCK OFF!!!...sometimes I cant wait to be married (sounds crazy but i have my reasons). I want the huge ass house in miami, the big ass rock on my finger (no less than a 15,000 radiant cut ring set in platinum) annnd a FINE husband to come home to. The type of man who makes you wanna leave the club and cant wait to rush home from work to...u know the type of sexxxy guy u read about in the zane books and somebody who makes me laugh that I can look at and think..."damn im one lucky chick"..till then though I will continue to parrttaayy..haha, but it does get lonely in this house when I start missing my parents then shit I must be lonely..no jk i luvsss ma folks, but at times u just want that male affection not even a boyfriend or anything sexual involved just to snuggle up with a guy friend on a rainy day some cool type guy who ur feelin oh well. No but 4real i promise this update was supposed to have some type of point somewhere up in here. Damnnn everybody has facebook, Im too lazy to get my school email therefore I use my friends ..i cant keep up with facebook,myspace annnd livejournal..oh speaking of communication...I MUST get the sidekick3 when it comes out..Im tired of these sprint bastards anyway...with that damn treo tryna swaggerjack t-mobile "hmf"