you and me
baby, i cant even begin to tell you just how much you mean to me. i try, but i dont think you really understand. im sorry for making you feel like your doing something wrong because you have really done so much good for my life. you gave me strength to move out when i really felt like i just didnt have it in me. i take in all the advice you give me, and i know it seems like just because im not using it right away that im not listening. but baby, believe me when i say i listen to everything you tell me. i really do value your opinion and i value everything you say. im sorry if i ever give you the impression that i dont care what you think, because thats just not true. the fact that you care enough to listen to my problems and help me out with solutions means the world to me. its just so hard to change the person ive always been. i know itll be for the better, but its still really difficult, and i do need your help. the fact that you have shared your family with me means so much. i appreciate everything your parents do for me, and the fact that they treat me as part of the family really means a lot. even though your parents dont really know the whole situation with my parents, they still accept me into their home and treat me as a part of their family. i am so incredibly grateful to have you be a part of my life; and i appreciate you letting me be a part of yours. youve helped me out in so many ways, and i feel like i just cant thank you enough for coming into my life when you did. i need you in my life baby, and i dont know how i ever got along without you. i love you so completely. in just seven months (though it does seem longer, doesnt it?) you have become my everything. what you and i have is more than what i could ever hope for. i thought no one would ever love me, and you proved me wrong. thank you for giving me love, strength, passion, and direction. because even though i may not know for sure where my future is heading, i know that i want you by my side the whole way. i love you.