Apr 01, 2006 10:29
i hate daniel right now. i hate how whenever he goes out in the middle of the night with people, he never invites me. i feel so left out of his life, and yet i include him in EVERYTHING i do. he apparently went to hooters last night with richmond and like a shitload of other people. like a fucking party. nice. im so glad i was at home laying around with nothing to and no one to hang otu with. grrr. i stay at home every night, i never hang out with anyone. and you know why? because i feel guilty for hanging out with other people and not him. last time he went all the way to baton rouge to fucking ihop in the middle of the night with once again a big group of people, and didnt even bother to think of me. i never go out and do fun things. ever. and then we he goes out and does things that id love to go and do also, he doesnt even fucking call me. i stay up late, too. hell, most of the time i stay up later than him. he makes me soooo mad when he fucking calls and tells about how much fucking fun he had without me. "last night was awesome." yeah, well i wasnt there. so fuck last night. fuck your friends. just fuck off. i hate you right now. i hate how you have so much more fun without me. gee, i hope in kuwait you have a fucking good time. without me.