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Last night at the bar was very...interesting. First of all, Ray and I went out for drinks beforehand as I had a gift certificate to one of the local restaurants. It was definitely a liquid dinner! And the bartender- holy hotness. He made us these yummy French Martinis and also Sangria. Of course, there was a lot of 'family' in the bar- not just working but drinking. Normally I can tell but the bartender could go either way. But if names are any indication (his happens to be Matt), than he's definitely playing for the other team considering almost every Matt I've known (and I've known a lot) likes the boys. Ahh well, I'll just have to go back again until I personally figure it out, one way or another. Hehe.
Also, apparently it was week #2 for the tear-fest at the 'Ho, and no, it was not me. This week Ray got a little upset because of upcoming Mother's Day (his mom passed away suddenly over a year ago) and Chris got upset because Ray was upset. Then came the "I Love You's". Haha...not that I am complaining because I have been known to do the same thing, but it was definitely different being on the other side. And then Chris was upset that I am going to be moving and that was difficult for me. He is one of those people in my life that belongs in it. You know, like when you meet someone and you feel like you've known them forever and/or in past lives, and this is merely a reconnection of your previous relationship. I know that Chris needs me. Not to sound entirely pompous or anything, but because of the way things are in his own life, he needs people, especially a strong woman, who genuinely cares about him. He needs that affection, and I fit that role perfectly. It's always difficult to move away feeling like your work with others is not entirely finished. However, when I think of these things, I just tell myself that all my life I have put other people right up there with myself, sometimes even ahead of myself. It's in my nature. But there are times when I have to put myself first and this is one of those times. Everything will work out of course, but the path to that destination is not always quite so smooth. And...that's ok.
I have been having really vivid dreams lately involving a lot of people from my life. I even had a Michael dream a few days ago. It was kind of nice. I even find myself dreaming when I doze off for short periods of time, like 10 minutes. I thought you dreamt when you were in your deepest sleep? I know that I'm dreaming when I'm barely asleep, so what's up with that?
My mother and I finally decided on a restaurant to take her for Mother's Day. I had called and reserved a table in the circular room at the Hotel Hershey, but unfortunately they only had room at 8:30 or after. My mom goes to bed early so after some discussion we figured we'd try out a new restaurant that I've heard good things about, called Carrabbas. I'm looking forward to it, especially since I don't get to spend a whole lot of time with my mom due to our conflicting schedules.
Anyway, I'm contemplating giving my website a little facelift, as I already did with the Gallery part of it. I will, though, make sure I go to bed at a normal time and not stay up until 1:30 in the afternoon like I did Monday night into Tuesday. That was just craziness.
Also, apparently it was week #2 for the tear-fest at the 'Ho, and no, it was not me. This week Ray got a little upset because of upcoming Mother's Day (his mom passed away suddenly over a year ago) and Chris got upset because Ray was upset. Then came the "I Love You's". Haha...not that I am complaining because I have been known to do the same thing, but it was definitely different being on the other side. And then Chris was upset that I am going to be moving and that was difficult for me. He is one of those people in my life that belongs in it. You know, like when you meet someone and you feel like you've known them forever and/or in past lives, and this is merely a reconnection of your previous relationship. I know that Chris needs me. Not to sound entirely pompous or anything, but because of the way things are in his own life, he needs people, especially a strong woman, who genuinely cares about him. He needs that affection, and I fit that role perfectly. It's always difficult to move away feeling like your work with others is not entirely finished. However, when I think of these things, I just tell myself that all my life I have put other people right up there with myself, sometimes even ahead of myself. It's in my nature. But there are times when I have to put myself first and this is one of those times. Everything will work out of course, but the path to that destination is not always quite so smooth. And...that's ok.
I have been having really vivid dreams lately involving a lot of people from my life. I even had a Michael dream a few days ago. It was kind of nice. I even find myself dreaming when I doze off for short periods of time, like 10 minutes. I thought you dreamt when you were in your deepest sleep? I know that I'm dreaming when I'm barely asleep, so what's up with that?
My mother and I finally decided on a restaurant to take her for Mother's Day. I had called and reserved a table in the circular room at the Hotel Hershey, but unfortunately they only had room at 8:30 or after. My mom goes to bed early so after some discussion we figured we'd try out a new restaurant that I've heard good things about, called Carrabbas. I'm looking forward to it, especially since I don't get to spend a whole lot of time with my mom due to our conflicting schedules.
Anyway, I'm contemplating giving my website a little facelift, as I already did with the Gallery part of it. I will, though, make sure I go to bed at a normal time and not stay up until 1:30 in the afternoon like I did Monday night into Tuesday. That was just craziness.