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I've been thinking a lot about Michael. (Well, I guess you could say I always do) Anyway, I don't believe in God, and so I'm not religious at all, but I consider myself to be very spiritual and believe in an afterlife- in a different level of life outside our physical bodies. I'd love to be able to contact Michael somehow. I've heard of the typical ouija board, or psychics, but there are so many frauds these days. I read the atforumz section on mysticism with interest, but there is part of me that is always slightly skeptical. (sp?) Boy, that word is looking really weird to be right now.
I've just felt Michael with me quite a bit this week. Sometimes I go days/weeks without noticing at all, and then there are times when I'm certain he's around. It's all in the music on the radio (or in stores or bars). Strange, huh? Or maybe not so much. When my first resident passed away during my shift, she came to me in my dream and I woke up the next day feeling much better. Part of me was angry and upset that Michael never came to me in my dream, but I really don't know how these things work. Maybe I just wasn't prepared for it, because when I did eventually have a dream about him, (I think I wrote about it in here) it was so upsetting to me because in my dream, he lived.
*sigh* Sorry for the rambling thoughts. It's just one of those nights.
I've just felt Michael with me quite a bit this week. Sometimes I go days/weeks without noticing at all, and then there are times when I'm certain he's around. It's all in the music on the radio (or in stores or bars). Strange, huh? Or maybe not so much. When my first resident passed away during my shift, she came to me in my dream and I woke up the next day feeling much better. Part of me was angry and upset that Michael never came to me in my dream, but I really don't know how these things work. Maybe I just wasn't prepared for it, because when I did eventually have a dream about him, (I think I wrote about it in here) it was so upsetting to me because in my dream, he lived.
*sigh* Sorry for the rambling thoughts. It's just one of those nights.